~new look~

Went to Meglio Hair Saloon at Mahkota Parade for a hair cut. Before I step into the saloon, i keep telling myself, i just want to TRIM, not CUT. But, I was the kind who get influence really very easily. My best bud, Juan, wanted to cut her hair short, and she said that i should try, and my Jay kept asking me to cut it short, or else i'll just have to cut my hair at Bukit Beruang, which is much more convenient for us. ergh.. Since we were driving quite far from Bukit Beruang to Mahkota Parade, and there was all this traffic jam along the way, he further emphasize, no TRIM!! Well, i managed to persuade him by telling him that i'll have my hair cut until shoulder length, which is quite alot for me, til then he promised to bring me there.. *hiak hiak*

Mana tau once i was seated in the saloon, i told the stylist that i want my hair cut until neck length and this hair stylist further persuade me to cut it shorter.. again, i was influenced by the PASSION of this hair stylist..and his heavenly description..

*snip snap*

In 10 seconds, my hair, half gone..i was so surprise+excited+fear+...=gasp out, which make the hair stylist and my Jay laugh out.

Well, after my long hair have been cut, there's no back off.. and the result is... and, it turns out to be... i dunno...*wink wink*

*blur pic* before hair cut
ta-da *after*

-the end-

::kuanru:: signing off

~check him out~

As i was looking for suitble pictures to put it in my powerpoint, i saw this!!

look at him, look at him..isn't he C-U-T-E??

I've watched MU played, and also Arsenal (influenced by Jay), but, i don't have any idea i've watched Chelsea play before.Why arr? I'm not so into football matches anyway, FA cup, English League, what cup what cup, bla bla bla..i dunno. What i know is, during these seasons, the mamak stalls surely will be full with people, maybe this is one of the way to get all the Malaysians unite!!

Anyway, this fella, named Frank Lampard, plays for Chelsea. And..and...and..i managed to found out that, his is born on 20th of June, one day after Jay's birthday..and is also a Geminian..:)

Argh..i think i'm gonna support Chelsea next time. Sorry Jay, i can't support MU anymore.. Haha!!

*Come, come, more pictures of him..*

***More pics on him...***

***I noticed that alot of players like to do this sign upon their victory***

***Lampard in action***

That's all for this moment..enjoy!!

::kuanru::signing off

~emo emo~

My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier..it's almost shutting down.i've been back to Kelantan, my dear hometown, for less than 24 hours..'bai ka lui'..outside the departure hall, my tears nearly roll down..i avoid my mum, sis and bro, i don't want to say good bye, i don't want to leave. After hugs and kisses from my bro, i quickly get into the departure hall..leaving them behind..once in awhile, turn back and wave to them..my tears finally roll down..

*******

Well, the weather was not very good throughout the flight. The plane went through several bumps in the thick, dark, cloud. The plane, at a time, was in a chaos, some ladies shout, make me more and more 'gan jiong'. I was scared at that time, i pray that nothing will happen and we are going to land soon. The cabin crews were asked to take their sit..afer several bumps, we managed to arrive at LCC terminal, and to my surprise, we are 10 minutes early than the time scheduled. After the bumper ride, we still can reach early. Thank god.. Thanks Airasia.. :0

::kuanru::signing off

~time to plan, plan, plan~

it's coming to an end of the semester. still got, lemme c, a month? or less than amonth? study week is coming, and so do our dear FINALS!! As i was counting and planning for the coming days for the next semester internship, argh..which i was so, so 'huan lo' (worry in hokkien) right now, i realize this semester really passed by just so fast..it seems like everyday there have task to be done, everyday is so busy. 3 presentations this week..good luck!!


Well, besides those hard work, more enjoyable and exciting plan is coming up..hmm...there are a few places i would like to visit before the internship starts which until now i still don't know where will i be going..haha..cameron highlands, all the pulau's, A famose resort, genting highlands..hiakhiak~ way to go...looking forward..:)


::kuanru:: signing off

~finally~

Finally, i have a time to breath..have been so stressful last few months..hardly breath properly..experiencing insomnia now and then..thinking of the tasks to be done..

Guess what, i have a test on my stress level today, and the result shows that my stress level is HIGH!!

Have been attending all the relaxation class, stress management, hypnosis class, bla bla bla...during the workshop, people in charge ask to close our eyes, leave our mind blank, listen to the peaceful music..argh..how to leave my mind blank where there are so many things pending behind??

There are several times, that i want to give up and run away...

But, I cannot be a coward..i've grown up

*******

During this stressful period, there is always someone that will always be by my side, giving me his support unconditionally, endlessly...I, felt ashame of myself, for being so emotional sometimes, displacing all my anger towards him. Even though i've apologize, but, it seems to me like to much of apology becomes meaningless. He, without complaining, told me, 'i'll be by your side no matter what'. I really appreciate what he had done. Throughout these years, we've gone through so many ups and downs together, these period makes us stronger, makes us to become a better person, makes us to face our future, and welcome our future with big arms. I appreciate everything..what i have now..i have no complains..

*******

Although they are far from me, but a single phone call or sms from them can make me happy for the rest of my day. I've been webcam-ing with them nowadays. Thanks to the one who invented webcam and internet. It's very happy to see them. They are my biggest supporters, no matter how worst my results are, no matter how worst my performance is on the stage, no matter how naughty i am when i were young, until now, no matter how worst my CGPA is, they will always smile at me and say, 'it's ok, no matter what, you're our daughter, and you've tried your best'.

Thanks to them, who always brings me sunshine throughout the day..i love you guys..

~today is not my day~

TODAY i came out from the wrong side of my bed, i guess.. Everything seems so wrong...

What a day...12.3.2008

~especially for you, babe..~

this entry is especially for my darling sista, Lee Kuan Peng a.k.a teh 'o' beng a.k.a. poh piah peng...although her name can come out with so many nicknames, thinking back how we used to bully her when we were young, but she indeed is very mature for her age..i duno how she manage her 3qs so well, IQ, EQ and RQ..

i received this news when i'm in the statistic tutorial..i ws so happy when mum text me this.. 'peng's result, 3A and 1A-'..alhamdulillah...

Walao@, for me no matter A or A-, it's still an A..i would never ever get an A in STP no matter how many times i retake and resit the same subjects..but this girl, i don't know, i eat what she eats, i drink what she drinks, i stay where she stays, in the same environment, getting the same amount of love..heehee..she is just too brilliant..brilliant baby...



To my dear sis, i'm very proud of you..CONGRATULATIONS!! love you lots...muakxs...

~my darling sista~

~time to say goodbye~

When it comes to saying goodbye, i'm really very lame at it.


I hate to say goodbye..I know we will be meeting again..and very soon..but, i can't bare the atmopshere of leaving my love ones behind or watching my love ones leave..I know i have no choice, but to continue with my journey..

I admit that i'm weak..i admit that i cant control my emotions as well as others do..sometimes i tried to hold back my tears, but i can't..

i hate the feeling of missing someone..i miss you, i miss home..i miss everything that i love..

the stress that i'm facing now..its unbearable..you might ask, who doesn't?who doesn't have stress?who doesn't experience homesick?

i know, i know..but right now, i would really like to cuddle inside my bed, or have a simple dinner with Jay and my family...

Argh...hate this feelings!!!

Dear all, I want to hug you guys right now..at this moment, at this second..I love you guys alot..till we meet again next time..:(

"when you're not here, something's missing, my smile.."

~abnormal behavior~

My mum text me about the previous entry some few nights ago. I'm sorry for being rude, this is just a way to express my feelings. I won't allow anybody like that to be rude to my family. He, doesn't only had been rude to my sista, he also have been rude to me. I don't know my family was actually reading my blog..heehee..

Nyway, this is not the main purpose for this entry.

As i was walking back from uni back to my home, i saw something unusual. What the hell are these guys doing in the car? they are having SEX!! God damn it. I regret for din't take any pics on them. *slap self* Infact, i just walk away more quickly feeling terrified, afraid that they will tie me and beat me up for ruining their business.
When i reach home, i rethink the scene again and again. Why the hell on earth they menjalankan their activity there! It is just beside the road! Can't they just wait?? WTF!!!! They have polluted my eyes.. *puke*... Argh....

Well, ther behavior certainly is ABNORMAL!!!

They VIOLATE THE NORMS; their behavior is certainly STATISTICALLY RARE, for sure they fix the PEOPLE DISCOMFORT chriteria, cause right now i'm totally not comfortable..shit!!!!

To those people, pls make it somewhere elase, it's ANNOYING and DISGUSTING!!

~my mother school~

Before i go complaining, i would like to introduce everyone t my ex-high school which is also my secondary school. SEKOLAH MENENGAH CHUNG HWA. Heard that my school had great changes after we left, we here means my badge. The changes that our 'dear' principalyou can get a full discription for the changes of my ex-school from michelle's.

I 100% agree with her..MICHELLE, you ROCKX!!!!

Mr Principal (Mr. C), i've already hated you, but why the hell do you want to make me hate you more?? You bring so many changes to the school, what is your point? what are your points???

I really sympathy with my junior. I understand their feelings. I hate you before, and i hate you more now.

Dear Mr. Principal, 'Get a straw, coz you SUCK!!!' (Cassandra juan, 2007).

I think you should change your ATTITUDE, don't be so rude to people, think of you make my blood pressure increase. Damn!