~Learn...~

Learn from mistakes, learn from the past, learn from others' experience, that will make me a better person. Although the learning process might be painful sometimes, but i learnt. It's hard to let go, but i have to stand on my own feet, i have to LEARN!! That's what people do right? My friend once told me, 'never get angry!! Don't punish yourself with others' mistakes'. It's so true.

From today onwards, i promise myself, i'll learn, for my future, for my own, and for my family. Nothing is more important than that. I'll learn, learn and learn.

::kuanru:: signing off

~Sad May~

SiChuan earthquake happened one day after Mother's Day, on the 12th of May, 2008 at 2.28pm. It is a nightmare to every SiChuan people, and this is a day to remember for the rest of my life.

This earthquake, measuring 7.8 on the Richter scales, had killed more than 100,000 people. Schools collapsed. Students were buried under the collapsed building. People lost their home. Children lost their families, and some parents are still, until now, looking for their lost children, people are still looking for their relatives.

Everyday, newspapers are reporting the increasing number of death in this earthquake. Pictures and more pictures touches my heart, that makes me wanted to cry. I'm sad that i can't do anything to help them, what i can do is to donate some money and pray for them. I believe, that god will be with them, always.

This incident had gathered all the Chinese from all around the world, no matter who they are and where they come from. All the Chinese i guess will do their very best for the victims.

To all the victims, love will always be there. There is still a long way to go. Be strong, and move on..God will always be with you..God loves you..

To all the children, be strong..don't cry..God bless you..

How i wish i could hug them right now..

::kuanru:: signing off *sending out my blessings to them out there*

~just do it~

I'm getting used to it. Without his sms, without his phone calls, without chatting on either yahoo messenger or MSN, sometimes i even had forgotten that he actually do exist. It's been quite awhile living without him, but, i'm sure, i can do it.

Anyway, holidays will be over soon. I can't believe i spend my holiday just like that. Nowadays have been driving in and out, become my brother's nanny. I need some fresh air. Perhaps hanging around KB Mall, which i think is the only happening place in my hometown.

One more week to go, and i'll start my internship. I can't imagine how life will be in that three n half months. Waking up 6am in the morning or earlier, waking earlier than anybody else in the house, struggling out from bed, spending RM7 per day just for transportation, coming back home when it was dark, FYI, i never step out of house after 6pm, b'cause it's getting dark, but during internship...i've no idea. three n half months, it's not too long, and not so short. So, i think i can do it.

By the way, MU won the UEFA Champions League 2008 at Moscow, beating Chelsea with 5-4. Well, no comment with the result. Bcause i'm not so into football anyway. *wink*

::kuanru:: signing off *there'll be a better tomorrow*

~Dramas, Dramas and More Dramas~

It's 7 in the morning!! 7A.M.!!

Shouldn't i be in bed at this time? I know, a lot of people in this world had wakeup at this time, and started their daily routine, but, it's my HOLIDAY! I should be in bed at this time.

Mummy's not around, so i've to take care of my little brother. Have to wakeup at 6 a.m. every weekdays, get his breakfast ready, and send him to school. I can't get back to sleep that's why here i am, blogging. I wonder how mummy can wakeup so early every morning and always have a smile on her face when she saw us preparing for school last time. I'll get grumpy if i have to wakeup so early. *tabik*

Since i've nothing to do, i've finished The Seventh Day. This is the best Hong Kong drama i've watch so far, starring Bosco Wong and Kevin Cheng, two of my favourite actors; and also Nikki Chow and Natalie Tong, they are now in my favourite actress list. :)

The story is about how two person born on the same day, the seventh day of August, lead different life, have a very different story of their own.One leads a very smooth life, although there's a little bit of hiccups here and there; the other leads a rather dreadful life, and have to overcome alot of problems.

All in all, I love to see how Kevin loves Nikki, it's just so sweeeeeeeeeeet. And i guess, these dramas are the main reason for me to day dream all day long.

*Kevin and Nikki*

I don't like to write reviews. But, this is really a nice one to watch, really.

I'll give 5/5 for this drama. Thumbs up!!

::kuanru:: signing off.

~THEY are important to me this holiday~

THESE people have been accompanied me throughout the week. It's been tough lately.

Arguments + Dissapointments = Endless Depression

However, they have been there for me no matter what. When i was bored, they were there; when i was happy, they were there; when i was sad, they were still there and they certainly will make me laugh my heart out, and certainly will brightened up my day. Having them in my life, really have no regrets. Without them, i don't know how dull my life would be.


Besides my family, they are the people that are important for me.I hearted them, alot. And i wish, one day, i will be with them. Hope my dream will come true.*dreaming*

Here they are.....

*Jennifer Aniston*

*Courtney Cox*

*Lisa Kudrow*

*Matthew Parrey*

*Matt LeBlanc*

*David Schwimmer*

in

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

How can one hate them?

They are the perfect comedy i've watch so far. I will never feel bored even i've watched for the 2nd or 3rd time.

::kuanru:: signing off *neglected*

~The Most Sexiest Woman On Earth~

Introduce you, the most sexiest woman on earth....

My MUMMY!! The queen of my heart.

This year, i came back just in time to celebrate Mother's Day with mummy and my family. Being back at home really makes me happy. My sis said that mummy had been squeezing her brain juice to come out with the menu for me one month before i came back. i'm touched, really. Especially nowadays, food crisis, everything is so expensive, but mummy still search high and low for the food i requested for. Thanks mum!!

Remember every year, me and my siblings would do handmade cards for my mummy, but this year, i regret that i did nothing. But i hope, really hope, from the bottom of my heart, that mummy will be happy always, everyday, every minute and every second. Mummy had been so worried about everyting, me, my brother, sister, the family, and alot of stuff she had to worry about. Each time i came back, she looks tired.

As i grew older, i start to learn what reality is, and realise how dramatic life could be, to face the fakers out there, mummy had always being bullied by others, but yet, we can't do anything. I'm not going to say who those fakers are and who are those big bullies, and who can actually be a good actor/actress.

Since young, my parents tried their best to help us in every problems we face. Papa and mummy have been so loving. They have been my role model since i was young. I would like to grew up and be like them one day. They always thought us philosophy of life, the truth of the reality, to face the reality. Until now, three of us are big enough, but still, they worry about us.

I would like to say, without both of them, who are us today? I really love them, from the bottom of my heart. Same goes to my brother and sister.

::kuanru:: signing off *hugs and kisses*

~Random Post~

'Ola! buenas diaz. como estas? estoy muy bien. gracias. mellamo kuanru. como sellamas?'

Translation: Halo. Good morning. How are you? I'm fine. Thank you. my name is kuanru. What is your name?

This is what i know from a friend who had been learning Spain for two semesters. Spanish girls are really hot and sexy, is it?

Spain=sexy + hot + chio bu

I'm going back tomorrow. Can't wait till tomorrow. What i want to do now is to see everyone of my family. And, and, and, Sunday is a Mother's day, Queen of My Heart!! More to be update.

::kuanru:: signing off *I heard my teardrops hit my pillow everynight i go to bed*

~Am I Asking Too Much~

What girls want is really easy, all they want is to be reassure that they're loved, agree? How come men don't see it? If and only if, i don't have to cry to sleep almost everynight.. so pathetic..

If you know me well enough, i'm a kind of person who can be easily satisfied. Even a single text of 3 words can make me happy. Am I too much?

All girl want is this,

or this..

But the undeniable, awful but simple truth is this..

Agree??

I don't care anymore. What I care more now is the weather outside. For those who are in the cold country or in an aircond room now, please don't complain anymore :). It is really, really hot. I think it's the result of global warming. I never felt this hot before. It's killing me. I feel like i'm melting inside. I'm going to get sick. I need aircond. and I need you..



::kuanru:: signing off *searching for a bath tub and too much of ramblings*

p/s: anyone had any idea how to change the template? SOS.. your help is fully appreciated. Muakxs

~it's coming to an END!~

One more paper to go. I'm so excited, but also worried about CMT. In case i fail this paper, i might have to retake this paper again, which means that, i can't go back yet. :( hopefully i won't have to retake, but i have no confident at all. It sucks. I underestimated this paper, which is my FAULT!!

I've spent most of my days at home this month. I realised my this neighbour talks really loud, i mean LOUD, yes, she's LOUD!!like a speaker. When i was studying, all of the sudden, i heard angry phrases starting with 'Ah moi arr...', and followed by 'tak boleh macam ini laa..'.. so annoying la this aunty next door. The conversation will even wake me up sometimes. NOT to say conversation, because i only heared one party who is talking, but it's not monologue tho'.

It's so irritating. Sometimes when i walk pass the house, i saw the maid, with a rather sour face. Sometimes i would like to peek inside the house to know which aunty is that who likes to scold her maid so loud as if she wants everyone to know that she is angry. Don't she know that getting angry will make her grow older and grow more wrinkles? True?


::kuanru:: signing off *teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift - thanks peng*