~ Exhausted ~

Two down, two more papers to go.. I did really very badly in my first paper.. It really makes me very down for the rest of the day. I suppose to have confident this paper, but i stupidly read wrongly, and the stupid part of me interpret the question wrongly, and hell, byebye 20 marks. I hate to be careless, running out of time, wasn't sure about the answers.. i hate it, i really hate it.

Then come tis second paper. Quite specific tips. Thank god. But still, I was afraid to go to bed, afraid that i will forget what i memorize the night before. Fortunately, the second paper was in the morning, so that i have got enough sleep after that.

Disorders and Physio.. So many many many things to do... Bless me!!!

::kuanru:: signing off *good luck guys*

~ ANTM ~

I've just finished watching American Next Top Model Cycle 11 from Youtube. I'm loving youtube and P1Wimax. Say bye to snail pace connection. Bye!!! And, what the hell am i doing? I'm suppose to be studying, not watching youtube. I don't know, I'm just to addicted to it. Who will be the next to be eliminated. Although it's quite make sense that every episode i guessed it correctly. Haa.. Being a model wasn't as easy as i thought, wasn't it?

Some of my favorite girls from this cycle were Elina, Majorie, Samantha. I personally don't quite fond with McKay, but, she transformed alot from first episode to the last. She deserve it tho'. I love Elina the most. I don't know why. Haha... I love Tyra Banks too!! I'm going to get my hair cut like her.. =)

Yay, Elina

Marjorie: Her photos were so different from her personality.

Samantha: She was cute. Although she sometimes look bitchy.. But i love her.

McKey: Winner of ANTM Cycle 11. No comment

I haven't been watching reality shows for a lo-ong time. Oh ya, Nigel Barker is one of the reasons why i'm addicted to ANTM. He's Sexy....Don't believe.. here you go.

Got to get my ass stuck on my study table.. c ya..

::kuanru:: signing off *Hot*

~ As We Move On, We Remember... ~

Last two days before Finals, before the semester ends, before we wave and hug and wish each other good luck for finals.. I hate to bid goodbye, i really hate it.. Although, I admit that, i hate UTAR, the facilities, do you remember, that burnt my pendrive? and the library like pasar? But, but, i love my friends, i love my lecturers (some of them), i love my tutors (some of them)... I love every bit of the time we had together.. Lunch, Mamak, Assignments, Presentations, Gossips, Lectures, Gatherings... Sitting there just chatting and don't know that the time had passed so fast...

I hate to leave, I really hate it so much.. Have been flipping through the pictures in my hdd which had just copied from miss cassandra juan few days ago.. Those pics were taken since Year 1 Semester 1.. I missed those time... I really do... Can i reverse the time? Can I? just for one day? I want I want... Tomorrow is the last day, i can't believe it.. Three years had passed, just like that, fast...

I love you guys... I really really love all of you.. more gathering please.. more, i want to ask for more!! Love love love....

Too many pictures to upload. These were the three years that we've gone through together...

It's been quite hard for me to go through today, first is the gathering, which suddenly i feels that, how time really flies.. finals and finals, than assignments and assignments.. which in a zip zap, we're going to grad...

Then was the lecture, which our counseling lecturer, fabulous and wonderful lecturer, sweet lecturer... actually made slide shows for our class.. with all the pictures we had taken throughout the semester.. I'm touched.. seriously, from the bottom of my heart..

My tears starts rolling down as i searched through the pics.. I love you guyz. seriously. i love you all... All The Best...

-vitamin C: Graduation-

::kuanru:: signing off

~ New MSN Live ~

I'm loving my new updated msn live. The themes are so so cute...

U see...pink pink, bulingbuling (blink blink)...

My laptop seriously needs to be format...
::kuanru:: signing off

~ Exam Fever Is Here ~

You see, exam timetable is released. And it's the end of this month!! How can that be this fast? First, there's still one last presentation to go. Oh ya, talking about presentation, I had the worst presentation for my entire three years of studying in UTAR last saturday. It still affects my mood when i think about that.

No. 1, because I'm fully prepared for the presentation, but still, shoot by this 'favorite' tutor, which i swear, i will hate him for the rest of my life. No. 2, he's a degree holder, from UIA, if that is? University Islam Antarabangsa? Islam Antarabangsa? What's that? duh... and i swear, i'm going to finish my MASTER!! he's going to bend his head down when he sees me. No.3, the question asked by him is not clear, i don't even understand his question although he had repeated 3 times. Haloo, shouldn't you be changing the way of asking if you've repeated so many times, but nobody understands? Hmm.. Maybe it's my problem. I'm poor in analysing. Tight slap for self.

Hope that he won't put his feelings in giving the marks. Oh, I hate him..He's once my favourite tutor, i once love his subjects, but now, not anymore...

OK, back to the topic, Exams. 2nd, i've forgotten what i should say. Abaikan... Well, exams, my notes haven't arrange, and the table is still a mess. Another presentation this tuesday. Aiyoyo~ What should i do for the presentation?

*tadaa* Exam Timetable for April 2009

::kuanru:: signing off

~ YAY!! Movie ~

Went for a movie at midvalley with the gang just now. Haven't been stepping into cinema don't know for how long. I've wanted to watch alot alot of movies, Western most probably, but we can only choose one, so Knowing that is. Starring Nicholas Cage. The synopsis of this movie can be found through googles.. I'm just too lazy to summarize. My main purpose for this post is to date down the time we went for a movie together.. ^^

Happy happy.. *clap hands and dance around*

It's been so so so long since we get around together. Too bad, money is the issue for me, if not we can go for lunch too, right? heehee... *slap self*

Well, Knowing makes me aware of the life span of our darling earth. How long can we live? How long can the earth stay? Arghh... I can't imagine what will it be to be the end of the world. And what will I do if i know that the world is coming to an end soon...

Hmm...everything have to come to an end one day...It's the matter of time anyway...Live life to the fullest, so yes, here I am, going to stretch potential to the max...

Final Rox

::kuanru:: signing off

~ Imma loving weekdayz ~

Yahoo.. It's weekdays!! Five days of my favorite days....

But lot of presentation to do...

shift + 6 + 6 = ^^

I'm Loving It...

::kuanru:: signing off

~ thank God i've found you ~

I'm lost last night.. It was almost midnight, and i'm really lost and directionless. Suddenly, I found a ray of light, which lead and guide me out. I'm thankful for her accompaniment although it was already 1am.

Thank god she is there, and always, she will be, whenever i need her. Truly enough, even little things that bothers me, there she'll be. I was touched. Really... Sometimes, only her understand what i feel and what i want... Thanks darling friend, thanks alot...

Dear friend, take care!!!!!!!PLEASE.........

Thank god for letting me to meet u...

::kuanru:: signing off

~ confusion AGAIN ~

I've been naughty last night.

It was april fool, and i hope that all this happened is not because of April fool. I've been fully controlled by my id, where are my superego and ego last night? I know doing this was all wrong, and it is a sin, an unforgiven one, but, i've done it. The bad thing is, i miss that moment. I really do...it was sweet, i wanted it to happen again. Although i managed to hold back the feelings during that time, but, i'm still missing it. The scene was running in my head millions and millions of times today. I can't even sleep last night.

I know. I know it shouldn't happened. But it had already happened. I want it to happen again. Can I? How I wish i haven't met you..

::kuanru:: signing off