Last night, was chatting with a friend of mine, a lawyer-to-be, telling me how cruel and realistic the world is. Materialistic. Realistic. Individualistic. whatever-listic. This is how the real life we will be facing in the future. One step out of the university, and here you are, welcome to the real world. These are the people we are going to face for the rest of our life. It's no more university, school or nursery, where we're still more or less under protection. It's independent, totally independence we are talking about.
How many GENUINE friends will there be out there? or will there be any real friends? Of course, not all company are the same. Once u get use to the culture, fit into it, and u'll be fine, i guess. But, how ready am i to step into this world? Everybody have to face it, no matter who u are, it's only the matter of when and where.
Laziness won't make you stand out from the crowd, as well as being a peacock or being dependent. Capability? Perhaps. However, how much jealousy do u have to handle if you're more capable than the senior? How much rumors do you have to accept if u're having more complement than your colleagues? How tough do you need to put on your face, which you're actually very weak inside?
Friends around me are putting their feet down into this real world. Big companies, banks...And, what i love is to hang around with children. But, how far can that bring me? I wonder. To be successful, to have a BMW in future, to be able to buy things without looking at the price, still , i need to be able to manage all the evils and devils out there. Right?
That's it. I'm going to be the top of the world. Wish me luck...
End of my crap.
::kuanru:: signing off