Saturday, May 8, 2010

i don't know why i feel so uptight today. have been heavily homesick since early in the morning.

maybe it's because of mother's day.

it's been years ever since we celebrate mother's day together.

ever since i came to study in this busy city...
ever since my mei mei started with her bachelor years...
ever since my didi went to boarding school...

we hardly celebrate any celebration anymore, we hardly gather together anymore, except for Chinese New Year, that's the only time everyone of us are home, together.

we used to celebrate every celebration, from big to small, from birthdays to labor days, to weekends...but now...

how i wish to celebrate papa's birthday, mummy's birthday, parent's days, each fo the little monkeys birthdays, like always...i just wish that i'm home.

sometimes, i just don't understand why some people, staying with the family, but still complaining about it, complaining about the family, about the parents, about the siblings...i'm jealous of those who are able to go back during the weekends, who are able to meet with their parents whenever they want to...

but, i just can't.

i treasure every minute with them.

<3 papamummypengpenghonghong.

**mummy, happy mother's day! i love you! and you're the most wonderful woman in the world. it's true, don't believe? ask peng peng and hong hong, and you can also ask papa. HUGS**

::kuanru:: signing off

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