Guess what, i have a test on my stress level today, and the result shows that my stress level is HIGH!!
Have been attending all the relaxation class, stress management, hypnosis class, bla bla bla...during the workshop, people in charge ask to close our eyes, leave our mind blank, listen to the peaceful music..argh..how to leave my mind blank where there are so many things pending behind??
There are several times, that i want to give up and run away...
But, I cannot be a coward..i've grown up
During this stressful period, there is always someone that will always be by my side, giving me his support unconditionally, endlessly...I, felt ashame of myself, for being so emotional sometimes, displacing all my anger towards him. Even though i've apologize, but, it seems to me like to much of apology becomes meaningless. He, without complaining, told me, 'i'll be by your side no matter what'. I really appreciate what he had done. Throughout these years, we've gone through so many ups and downs together, these period makes us stronger, makes us to become a better person, makes us to face our future, and welcome our future with big arms. I appreciate everything..what i have now..i have no complains..
Thanks to them, who always brings me sunshine throughout the day..i love you guys..