I need to get out from this. But how? I'm running out of tears. Again and again.. i was pull down to earth from heaven. Can i still wait for another day? Can i still wait for a week? Will i still be survive till then? I'm starting to get tired. I'm starting to get really depress. I need an explanation. I need someone to tell me what to do, what not to do. I need strength. I need a shoulder to cry on. I've forgotten how to smile again. I've forgotten the meaning of joke. I'm trembling. I'm shivering. All of the sudden, i'm cold all over. I wanted to cry out loud, but i can't. My heart hurt so deep inside, it's like thousand of slashes on it.
Relax! Relax! Relax!
Deep Breath! Deep Breath! Deep Breath!
It won't help. How? How am i going to pass through all this.
Dear God, please hold my hand, and lead me out of this miserable life..
I've no more strength to play this game anymore. I'm exhausted. I'm tired.
::kuanru:: signing off *helpless*