~ Que Sera, Sera.. ~

When I was just, a little, girl

I ask my mother,

What will I be..

Will I be pretty,

Will I be rich,

Here's what she said to me

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will be

The futures not ours to see,

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be

This song struck my head when mom asked, "what are you going to do next year?"

Next year?? It's next year. God, I haven't start thinking about this matter. What am I going to do?

Further my studies? How? No money, No honey; No money, No talk.

work? As...??? At...???

Can my answer be :

"Whatever will be, will be; the future's not ours to see"??

or

"Let it be, Let it be, Let it be, Let it be.."

::kuanru:: signing off

~ I'm Back.. ~

It's so havenly good to be at home. Mum is treating me as a princess, and I'm like a princess living in a castle!! OMG!! Dreaming again.. No more washing clothes with hands, no more walking out for every meals, i can get food anytime i want to, no more sweeping the floor, there are beds and airconds..That's why, my face is getting rounder AGAIN!! It's already round, and the size is still growing..HELP!!!

However...

However...

I can't sleep for the first night loh...Don't know why..maybe i'm not used to bed or aircond..Haha..but i guess tonight should be better

And...

And...

Mum had baked a Bee Hive Cake for my belated birthday. I know, it's been over for, erm...a week? nope..More than a week..But there's this birthday singing thingy among 4 of us (Peng was absent). I haven't been celebrating birthdays with my family for i think a year or two. Rejoice..:)
And also pressies..i love pressies...who doesn't?? Tell me...I'll let you know my pressies that i get for htis year later..:)

Gotta catch up for dramas..c ya

::kuanru:: signing off

~ Time To Say Goodbye ~

It'll be our last day of internship tomorrow. I thought I would be happy, but, i don't know why, i feel so down, so sad, so unhappy. I'm afraid i'll drop my tears tomorrow. I know, i'll be back. But somehow i feel awkward, trying to hold back my tears, yet to give others my laughter.

It's hard to say goodbye, although it'll never be our last goodbye. Being here for three months, really had been a great experience. Everything will be in my heart, my mind, forever. It'll always be my sweet memory.

Each and everyone of them are unique, are special. Friendly and helpful. My so-call-on-site-supervisor had been very considerate. Although she is my so-call-on-site-supervisor, but i treat her as my friend. Every sigh that i've made, she noticed, and she tried her best to help me.

From the bottom of my heart, i wish all of them the very best. I know that Shuang Fu will always be there opening their 125 door for us. And i'm for sure will be back in a flash.

I guess it's the end of our internship, but it's not the end of my service for them. Love you guys..!!

::kuanru:: signing off

~ Updates ~

I haven't been update as frequent as before. I KNOW !!! Because:

Lappie breakdown. Viruses, worms, bacteria...

Lack of time. 24 hours per day isn't enough for me. I need more minutes..

Out of Ideas

Lazy

Lots of excuses..this is me....

During internship, especially August, i don't know when is weekends and when is weekdays, pathetic isn't it? Haven't had a good rest until today, which is a holiday, i can sleep as long as i want to, but too bad, because of my so-call-biological-clock, cause me to wakeup automatically at 8am. Ergh.. What am i going to do so early in the morning?

Anyway, this lady here is going back soon..yahoo...can't wait to sleep on a bed again...i heart home <3

I'll stop here. Lots of clothes to be wash. It's a sunny today, Hallelujah...

::kuanru:: signing off