knowing that it has really reached to an end really hurts me alot. I don't know where it comes from, and i don't know what stimulates my tears glands, but i know, it hurts.
During the outings, everything was going along well like before, the smile, the jokes, the laugher, the touch, and the only thing lacking, is the passion. Knowing that everything is not going to be the same anymore makes me even weaker.
True enough, it's a long way to go, he said. But deep down inside me is crying for help, i shouldn't had end it. and now, life have to move on. He'll always had my blessings..always...
::kuanru:: signing off